people

After some 10 months here. After all i told myself i'll go out to achieve. After all i believed i could do.

Staying here has made me more bitter. Less sympathetic towards people who are weak-willed. Too fed-up with the politics i guess. It used to be a pat on the back and a hand to pull up up for trying.

Now, it's a silent mumble about being a burden. If you cant survive, dont try getting involved or end up killings others while struggling to. I dont know when i became so passive, or rather, so unwilling to help.

All i know now is, instead of sympathy for the ignorant, it's a sense of disgust for their lack of understanding. Their refusal to budge in stand which leads them to an ironic end. That confidence from ignorance and stupidity which leads to them ends up killing themselves in the end.


I'm starting to dislike myself even more.

Because i know i too am turning into people like them.